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Okies, sooo... Most of you will know that I mainly use this journal for fandorking, good times, and generally for fun and entertainment value. However, tonight I have to write a serious entry, coz really... This is just so tragic, amazing, and rather scary, too.
As many of you might have heard upon the news or from other people that live here or through some other means, Australia is in quite a situation. As if the Economic Crisis isn't enough, the eastern part of our country, where I live, is a disaster area right now. To the north in Queensland, we have record, large-scale, repeat flooding that has been occurring over a period of a week and a bit or so now, and then to the south in the state of Victoria, we have the worst bushfires on record. Then, here in NSW, we have about 50 or so fires burning too but, unlike in Victoria, only a few of our fires are burning out of control, and no lives or property has been lost yet. One of the fires is about and hour or so from my house but they're pretty certain that they will get that under control sometime soon, which would be amazing, of course. But yes. Sadly, not such good news for Victoria...
I think I'm done rambling, now :P Sorry again for the rather serious post, but yes, it's really a black day for Australia right now, and I think that everyone here is feeling the pinch of it in some way. If you guys are honestly that interested and want more info, the ABC has the best coverage at that link right now, in my opinion. Things could be worse here of course, but even so, I really wanna help in any way I can, hence this post. Oh, and also, if you've read this far, you are quite amazing and I truly appreciate your attention, and I thank you so much for reading all of this ♥ I promise I'll post something much happier soon, lovelies~!
I hope you're all weeeell~! ♥ I've been a little inactive as of late, both here and in RP, as the heat and the fires and such have meant that my power has been out at times, as well as me having to do schoolwork and such because icky school is back, so it's been a little difficult to keep up, at times~! But hey, all this is nothing compared to what some people are going through right now, so I hardly think I have the right to complain. Even so, I apologize for my inactivity, and thankiess for your patience~! Things are a lot better here in regards to the power issues, so I'll do my best to fit in all the activity I can in between doing my schoolwork ♥
Oh, on the subject of activity, Marlie hun~? I'll get to our email and our log, and commenting on your latest entry, as well as your epic RY log organization posts, ASAP! :D Hopefully tomorrow night or the next if the power holds as it should, and sorry I haven't replied sooner, but I know you'll understand, coz you're awesome like that! ♥ I hope I haven't missed you being online any of these past few nights! You'd better be fiiiine! ♥ Your mail was as lovely as ever. Your mail always make me smile far too much :P I also think your plans about the Yu-Gi-Oh logs seem well thought-out and you already know that I am SO there ♥ I'm also really adoring the possible Yami vs Kuja idea-who wears more eyeliner or tighter clothes, the answer is something which nobody knows~ ♥ I'm very much a poet and I didn't even know it, why yes...
I've apologized a lot in this entry, now I read over it. APOLOGIES FOR MY APOLOGIES, GUYS~! ♥
Aaaand I think that's about it. Oh, except I must express my pleasure at the fact that KUJA AND ZIDANE PRACTICALLY HOLD HANDS IN THE DISSIDIA SHADE IMPULSE SCENES, OH YES ♥ I couldn't go a whole entry without at least one dorky line, after all! I'll hafta post the video evidence of the canon-ness of their pairing as an epic entry sometime soon, definitely~ ♥
Despite all the horror, I seriously feel so incredibly lucky, so fortunate, that I am still here, typing all this up, even if a lot of what I have typed is not very happy or pleasant. It really puts life in such perspective for me when events like this take place and it makes me so inspired to live life to the fullest I can-even more motivated than I normally am. My thoughts, heart and prayers are with all the people who need it right now. I really hope all of this works out soon~!
Australia will pull through this somehow. I know we will ♥
EDIT 2: Lottie, AKA

Because Dissidia totally isn't fanservice at all ♥ I know what I want for my birthday, now~!
It's been soooo long since I posted here... Stupid icky school being icky and time consuming, and eeeew, I have four assignments and an exam on my BIRTHDAY in three weeks time. But hey, I'll be at the old and wrinkly age of 17 then, so yanno, I can curse all those young whippersnappers and their setting of tasks on my day of spawning whilst waving around a broom or something. But then, I'd probably do that anyway, even if it wasn't my birthday then, coz I'm awesome like that ♥ At any rate, I should probably pick what I REALLY want for my birthday soon, because my darling mother is threatening to buy me socks and handkerchiefs and soap if I don't pick soon-not that socks and handkerchiefs and soap aren't fabulous inventions, of course, but I'd like something I actually need, preferably. But I'm not too fussy, coz it's the thought that counts after all, and I can like, put the soap in the sock and hold it behind my back and then wave the handkerchief and go 'yooo hoooo, handsome~! ♥' to random people and bat my eyelashes and when they come over start battlecrying and swinging the socksoap around over my head like a lassoo and oh gods, I ACTUALLY WANT TO DO THAT NOW.
...There are so many things wrong with me. I blame late-night cake ♥
Sososo, I hope you're all good and that 2009 is treating you all right, lovelies, and apologies if I haven't commented much on entries and such lately~! I'll make it all up to you when school decides to be nice to me, certainly ♥ Ciao, now~! :D
DISSIDIA IS COMING OUT IN ENGLISH DISSIDIA IS COMING OUT IN ENGLISH DISSIDIA IS COMING OUT IN ENGLISH.
BAM, LINKAGE ♥
I don't use this journal for much else other than fandorking lately, but I can't help it when there is ever so much to dork about :D I CANNOT WAIT UNTIL NEXT YEAR, NOW. I WOULD ALSO LIKE TO ORDER THIS QUITE ADORABLE AND CURVACEOUS VERSION OF ZIDANE *ahem*:
They'd better bring out a Kuja figure to match. I could put Barbie bikinis on him and he could have brotherly beach parties with my Zidane figure as Ken. Then they could invite the other Axel, Yazoo, Kadaj and Loz figures that sit on my desk, and get groovy with the My Little Pony horses on my bedroom shelf. I could call it Barbie Racy and Ride~
...I am so shameless ♥
'OH HAIR THAR, SORA. I'M MARLUXIA AND I HAVE THE VOICE OF A SAUCY SEX SLAVE~ ♥'
I've gotten so used to replaying cutscenes in all my fandorkism that after getting used to Marluxia's ultra manly deep voice in the Japanese version, this was... Quite different to hear. But gosh, I am ADORING his English voice already. A lot~! He sounds like he's puuuuurrrrriiinng. And like I'll EVER contend Marluxia purring. Ever. He sounds a little Xemnas-y in parts. Spose it must be the whole 'Superior' thing that does it ♥
I'm so glad I have today off from school. I'm going to scout out more cutscenes and roll around fangasming for the day, I think, in between doing my English assignment. I cannot WAIT until the Axel and Marluxia face off. That will always remain my favourite KH scene and it shall be fabulous to see it in English, too. I hope they bring the game to Australia. If they don't, they shall have one very agitated redhead teenage girl stomping on their faces with stiletto boots.
I also must admire Marluxia's response to Sora's 'What's this, a card?' comment. Truly, Sora... That's some awesome intellect you show in your non-prepubescent voice, there. Unless Marluxia threw a naked picture of himself at you. And that would unlock more than just new worlds of fun, oh yes~ ♥
( cut for Marluxia RP dorky reminiscing ♥ )
So yes. Now I'm rambling. I basically felt the need to update with Marluxia's purring. I am one very happy fandork right now ♥
Oh, and before I go to have breakfast, welcome to the f-list,
Ciao, now~! ♥
PS. I need to get Christmas stuff organized for other people. I am very very pleased, however, coz Cole is being awesome and ordering Dissidia for me, once I get a few things figured out. I so happeh~! :D
PPS. asdoiufas SQUARE ENIX IS TRYING TO KILL ME TODAY I SWEAR. http://release.square-enix.com/na/2008/1
Proudly presenting, a delightful production brought to you by the combined efforts of the lovely Michi (

( DOWNLOAD LINK + DETAILS UNDER CUT ♥ )
I AM LAUGHING OH SO VERY MUCH. As if drinking 'Yazoo' wasn't awesome enough, but we can now sip at our favourite Dissidia characters on the go. Because yanno, I dunno about you, but I always have the urge to walk around drinking Kuja's fluids all day. And if I ever got bored of that, I could mix Zidane and Kuja, and enjoy the refreshing taste of almost-incest, almost-bestiality as I ride the bus or something~
"Waiter, waiter, theres a hair in my drink!" "Don't say it out loud, you fool! All the fangirls will attack us!"
Oh Square Enix, I loveth you so ♥ And I also wish these were sold in Australia coz yanno, I'd totally buy it just to say that I've tasted Kuja. I WONDER WHAT FLAVOR EACH ONE IS? OPEN BETS, ANYONE~? ♥
I am so iconning that Kuja picture, holy gods that is such a FABULOUS example of the pretty sexiness that makes Kuja the delightful thongbitch he is. FEATHER HAIR NO JUTSU ON THE SIDE OF A SODA, AHAHA~! It says 'Cosmos' on the side, it must be out of this world, oh yes. IF ANYONE GETS THESE IN THEIR REGION, BUY ONE FOR ME AND SAVE THE CAN AND SEND IT AND I'LL LOVE YOU FOREVER, HOLY GODS YES.
Now that I'm controlling my laughter I'm oddly thirsty. If you wanna see the rest of the cast cans, coz each character has a drink (or in Kuja's case, two ♥), you can click here. You know you want to. Do iiiit~!
I am now going to bed a very happy fandork, hoping that Michi has a safe trip even more so that I may make much crack with her over this revelation of canned characters. Nighty night, everyone! I wonder if drinks like this would make me wet myself, if you get what I mean...
Kuja: I shall perform for you... Your private requiem! Ahahahaha!
Zidane: And after that... The climax!
Oh Square Enix, you dirty dirty fanservice whores. Who gave Zidane the voice of an 8 year old, pre-pubescent girl. And totally insinuated fatal lapdances from the master of thong.
...Not that I'm complaining, of course. I just found the downloaded Dissidia english-subbed trailer on my hard drive again and felt the need to spread my continuing amusement at the phrasing of these two, and to share evidence that more happened in the Desert Palace than was shown in the game.
But then, I never really needed proof~ ♥
Dorky fantarding over. We now return to your regular viewing schedule. Or yanno, you could go watch the Dissidia trailers on youtube. You know you want to. Do iiiiit. Kuja throws his balls at people. You know you can't resist.
Oh, and yanno, I got 99.2% on my major art theory assignment for this year, getting 100% in one of the hardest sections. I'm muchly enthused. Muchllyyy ♥ Thus you must endure my gloating. Oh yes.
Title: Tre
Author: Zebbie ((
Origin: These were originally three drabbles that were made by me for the fabulous Michi ((
Pairings/Characters: Marluxia/Axel
Warnings: Hmm... Suggestive themes, gay sex, and continuous innuendo from barely-clothed sexual demons.
Rating: Probably high NC-17 this time. It's a little kinky, and a little questionable, and involves Axel doing some solo acts whilst thinking about a certain pink-haired demon. Oh yeah, I'm twisted, I know~ ;D
Summary: demon!Axel decides to tempt angel!Marluxia with the idea of lust and sexual fulfilment, and it is all an archangel can do to resist such devilish charm. Final part of a three-part drabble series on this theme.
Extra Note: Basically, Marluxia used to be a demon, but because he didn't like being under Xemnas' command, he decided to atone for his sins and become an angel. He moved up through the ranks and is now an archangel for God, whilst Axel is an incubus, a type of demon which has sexual intercourse with sleeping women ((or men, as it is Axel ;D)) and can switch genders at will, who has questionable loyalties. Angel's are not allowed to succumb to sexual desire or lust, as it is a sin, or they will be demoted and punished, possibly banished, too. So yes. Read on~ ♥
( It would never be enough. )
((my apologies for spamming the f-list with these drabbles ;P))
Title: Due
Author: Zebbie ((
Origin: These were originally three drabbles that were made by me for the fabulous Michi ((
Pairings/Characters: Marluxia/Axel
Warnings: Hmm... Suggestive themes, gay sex, and continuous innuendo from barely-clothed sexual demons.
Rating: Low-end NC-17, purely because Axel has a little fun with his hand and his own pants. It's not that graphic in my opinion ;P
Summary: demon!Axel decides to tempt angel!Marluxia with the idea of lust and sexual fulfilment, and it is all an archangel can do to resist such devilish charm. Part two of a three-part drabble series on this theme.
Extra Note: Basically, Marluxia used to be a demon, but because he didn't like being under Xemnas' command, he decided to atone for his sins and become an angel. He moved up through the ranks and is now an archangel for God, whilst Axel is an incubus, a type of demon which has sexual intercourse with sleeping women ((or men, as it is Axel ;D)) and can switch genders at will, who has questionable loyalties. Angel's are not allowed to succumb to sexual desire or lust, as it is a sin, or they will be demoted and punished, possibly banished, too. So yes. Read on~ ♥
( All for the taste of the forbidden fruit. )
Title: Uno
Author: Zebbie ((
Origin: These were originally three drabbles that were made by me for the fabulous Michi ((
Pairings/Characters: Marluxia/Axel
Warnings: Hmm... Suggestive themes, gay sex, and continuous innuendo from barely-clothed sexual demons.
Rating: Low-end NC-17. It's really not that graphic, in my books ;P
Summary: demon!Axel decides to tempt angel!Marluxia with the idea of lust and sexual fulfilment, and it is all an archangel can do to resist such devilish charm. Part one of a three-part drabble series on this theme.
Extra Note: Basically, Marluxia used to be a demon, but because he didn't like being under Xemnas' command, he decided to atone for his sins and become an angel. He moved up through the ranks and is now an archangel for God, whilst Axel is an incubus, a type of demon which has sexual intercourse with sleeping women ((or men, as it is Axel ;D)) and can switch genders at will, who has questionable loyalties. Angel's are not allowed to succumb to sexual desire or lust, as it is a sin, or they will be demoted and punished, possibly banished, too. So yes. Read on~ ♥
( You were so much more fun when you weren't such a nun. )</div>
Author: Zebbie
Fandom: Kingdom Hearts
Pairings/Characters: Marluxia/Axel
Warnings: Language, rough sex, and possibly hinted pedophelia-all the good stuff, right? ;D
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Marluxia has his ambitions. Axel has his web of deceit. Beneath the hate and misplaced trust, is there anything more to what these two have together? ((Written from Axel's POV))
Note: I've been told that this fiction is a little similar to one by archythecockroach, but when I wrote this, I hadn't read that. However, now that I HAVE read it, I strongly advise you go read it here, because it is fabulous ♥ Also much better than this, oh yes.
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Title: Tomorrow
Author: Zebbie
Fandom: Kingdom Hearts
Pairings/Characters: Roxas/Sora
Warnings: TWINCEST ♥ And yanno, sex. Also angsty. ANGST FLUFF ANGST SAP ANGST. Oh yes. Also sorta OOC, but whatevs.
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Lose a piece of the puzzle, and the image will never be complete. Will the two lost pieces be able to fit into a new jigsaw apart from one another? Roxas doesn't think so.
